A groundbreaking and candid novel-in-real-time, considered a cult classic, from one of America's most celebrated poets.

Despite having written the book 20 years ago, Myles's literary style feels as contemporary as the essayistic autobiographical fiction of Sheila Heti, Ben Lerner and Tao Lin, who might be considered her literary offspring. New York Times [Myles's] very presence in the world is a form of activism, but her work, when studied with care, is also political in the sense that it gives evidence of one of the richest and most conflicted human hearts you're likely to find New York Review of Books She and her work are unsettled in the best sense: restless, disturbing, changeable... She is exemplary for more and more young writers precisely because she has gone her own way. -- Ben Lerner Paris Review One of the richest and most conflicted human hearts you're likely to find -- Dan Chiasson New York Review of Books Reading Myles is nothing if not a physical experience, the one-two promise of a heartbeat that goes, I'm alive. I'm alive. Electric Literature